solipsize

In everyday reality, however, which Humbert, solipsize as he will, can never entirely manage to ignore, she is simply "a North American girlchild named Dolores Haze," who will grow into a woman like her mother — "she of the noble nipple and massive thigh" — and who will take her place in the world of "normal big males consorting with their normal big mates," the world of passing time.

Lolita At 50, And Forever Young 2008