unwishful

Whipped by longing, stung and half numbed by a jealousy he must not show, and unwishful to wound her, he waited for a sign, feeling as if she must know why he was waiting.

Swan Song 2004

Kazimoto wrapped an enormous mound of cold mtama pudding in a cloth and went his way, prophesying darkly of murder and sudden death lurking behind rocks and trees, as unwishful to be alone as a terrier without a master, but much too faithful to refuse duty.

The Ivory Trail Mundy, Talbot, 1879-1940 1920

Kazimoto wrapped an enormous mound of cold mtama pudding in a cloth and went his way, prophesying darkly of murder and sudden death lurking behind rocks and trees, as unwishful to be alone as a terrier without a master, but much too faithful to refuse duty.

The Ivory Trail Talbot Mundy 1909

The Lamb was furiously unwishful to be dressed in his warm clothes again, but Anthea and Jane managed it, by force disguised as coaxing, and he never once whooping-coughed.

The Phoenix and the Carpet 1891

Through these blind streets, unwishful to be spied,

The Poems of Emma Lazarus, Volume 2 Jewish poems: Translations Emma Lazarus 1868