vacilate

So I vacilate between wanting to dive in to all the drama and messiness, and wanting desperately to avoid the whole process.

Flat on My Mat, Part II « martinis & mantras 2009

His emotive range certainly seems to vacilate between glib magnanimity and petulant animosity.

Firedoglake » Out of Control 2006

I vacilate between whether we should stay or withdraw.

The Lancet Study of Iraqi Deaths 2005

She would vacilate and swing, having to love or hate her social worker, therapist, and unit supervisor.

Clinical Work with Adolescents Judith Marks Mishne 1986

To those who do not know him as well as to those who vacilate and pretend, his sternness is repelling.

The Cyclopedia of the Colored Baptists of Alabama Their Leaders and Their Work 1895

I vacilate between engaging them and ignoring their self-centered ignorance.

NewsBusters.org - Exposing Liberal Media Bias 2009

so which came first, does he vacilate because of the audience or waffle because of the changing chance of victory?

Joe Klein's scurrilous meltdown. Ann Althouse 2008